ya know standing on the top of the world only makes you realize how far you can fall

besides my cryptic introduction, i’m kinda just vibin

ain’t doin much

mi laptop is being very very fucky

cant use it for a while :(

i wanna build some cool shit but i can’t do much till i get it up and runnin

may or may not have minor short term memory loss

if someone told me something 3 seconds ago i would not rember what they said

also, figuring out how to talk to ppl!!

i think im kinda popular here which would make such a funky dynamic

cause then there’s definitely gonna be at least one person thinkin “they so confident i wish i was them” while im just throwin together garbage and tryna go about situations wrong

n staving off brain melt

brain melts so much

i actually get productive n now i practically have short term memory loss

i wrote both of those entries separately without realizing, n looking back at it its funny as hell so im keeping this, just adding a line here

i got zero fuckin idea what i’m doin

idk im young i have no idea what’s goin on

theres so many ppl where they speak and they just sound correct. like i know someone who’s absolutely obsessed with Alan Watts n this dude is the perfect example of this. He sounds like he can really easily become a cult leader if he wanted to (if he’s still alive, too lazy to check)

too little queer stuff around here. WHERES MY MEN KISSING I NEED MY MEN KISSING

got a cool shirt!!

also planning things is hard :P we stalled for wayyy too long

been walking a fuckton, feet hurt

the slow panic of walking for 5 mins to a restroom only to realize that it’s locked

anywaysss

prolly gonna put in a “contact me!” tab for when i can, which is prolly gonna be like a week or two from now

anon comments n such

things are too chaotic i wanna go back to mi silence n number theory :(

im kinda tired today, srry for the short entry for the net 0 nerds who care

if ur here and u like my random ass thoughts please stand up and start yelling my username at the top of ur lungs, once i detect it on my Fren Sensor ill contact u shortly

actually, tf am i talking about this isnt short

scuffed hr tag cause css bein funky n no laptop to fix it rn

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traveling is exausting as hell, but now im at funky places doing funky things

went to a chic fil a. it’s rumored that if u eat there and do something gay they cancel eachother out

but my passive level of fruitiness is way too much to counter with this homophobic chicken

“IF OUR PARADISE ONLY TAKES THE GOOD AND THE BRAVE IM STARVING ANYWAYYYYY” -Will Stetson in his Kickback english cover

sidenote irl relationships are hard for me to understand but fictional relationships rock. Like Aki x Angel forever but if the were real ppl and someone suggested they should date my brain would just. break

tired :(

went to a computer store and got some cool things!! new project coming soon maybe?

had a funky dream about a shapeshifter infiltrating into a military complex

goin around stealing classified documents n shit. it was cool

gonna go on a trip, hope i packed enough stuff :P

half of why im updating this rn is because mi webmastering capabilities are limited to mobile when im out n about

i wonder if ill still remember this by the end of the week

i guess im used to writing like this cause i alreadly half mentally narrate everthing i do like im explaining it to an invisible audience

and now im narrating to an invisible (but way more real) audience. its interesting

i should work on Lovme but i gotta get my lil laptop up and working first

that little shit hates connecting to the internet, so i gotta deal with that

i wanna eventually make a lil breadboard computer with a processor from scratch, then connect that up to a monitor, n code a 3d engine, and eventually make a doom-like shooter starting from a base processor n lines

it would be so cool, an fps completely from scratch on a processer where you have to code multiplication yourself

i should add a "tastes" tab, for like mi favorite songs, games, n etc

while thats in progress uhhh i like femtanyl, minecraft, engineering games, the lua programming language, frank sinatra, number theory, and mathematics philosophy.